Gift: Late Birthday picture

It's late and I know its not strictly what you asked for....-I will do a proper picture at some point I hope-
I wont bore you or others with excuses as to why this is late. I will however say I wanted it to be special...and the picture didn't work out to being special..so my random SOBER blatherings will have to do!

I lot of stuff has happened recently with my life that you have helped me through. Hell even not so recently. You are always there. Even more has stuff has happened too you in the past few months, it makes me really stop to think about how much we have shared. How much we depend on each other..You are a constant in my life that I never counted on.
We commented the other day that it was weird that one time in our lives we didn't talk to each other everyday and we even went months without talking. I keep trying to remember those days to try and figure out just what I did with my time, to try and figure out what made me smile the way I do when I see you come online/upload something or talk to me.
I mean ..I hate throwing "I love you" out to people I care about because I think its a jinx now. But Devin, you showed me ..with you I don't have to be scared of that word. Hell I'm pretty sure in the 6ish years we have known each other I have given you many reasons to walk away and you never did. You however told me I was stupid. I was too depressing. And I should stop shooting things down just because I don't like them..and some times not in nicer ways ha ha ha!!!
You have helped me grow as a person and an artist.
Devin, you are a strong person even when I know you don't want to be. You are amazing and you make me so proud for the things you do, for things you have done and for just being you. Love, you make me a better person.
Yes even when we are both bitching about the human race.
I was told that a person has up to 5 potential soul mates. They can be lovers or friends... and they can even pass you by..
I firmly believe that you are 1 of the 5 I am meant to have.
I wouldn't change a thing about you.......maybe except ...you not telling me before you leave the computer. I need to know that shit so I'm not waiting like an idiot for you haha

Anyways ..
Happy late Birthday my Love.


_{This killed my hand lmao!!! sorry that it sucks T.T}